So much things to say, so much things to write... Where shall i start?
Above all are the photos of dinner just now... We have so much fun and laughter there... We ate a lot of things there, all credit to fire starter that was me..xD.. Chickens cooked by boon feng, mashed potatoes and sauce prepared by william!! So delicious!! I tuck in for the very 1st moment and i am full.. So there were some extra meat and veges there... We were so full until cant ate anymore.. So we plan something to play.. Whoever lose in the game must choose something to eat... I, CEO of food, finish 1 bowl of chickens..==.. Ah feng, i was happy to lose 6kg, but not happy to gain it back!! Eat eat eat, play and drink... Come to the nervous part which pouring water.. Aiks, everyone was so pro in playing this game... I dont upload picture we played, but in facebook i would upload it.. Hehe.. William most hilarious, everytime he heard Neh---, he would laugh until sot jor.. HahaxX... Finish our dinner at 10 something.. I cleaned with Ah feng and William, get some praising from Rachel.. Woohoo,syok nia..xD.. Tired but happy, worth it!!


I start my sad story.. I asked everyone whether i am right or i am wrong, people was telling me i got the courage to ask a girl whether what she like by hurting her feeling is not the right way, but indeed it will help.. But for me, i used that way, but end up a break up.. I know what i am doing, but she know why i did it? I think she don't know.. I am 18, what i did behind will be having purposes, why would i waste time doing things which will not have the end? I am not that stupid, right? I know i love her very badly until i would sacrifice my life for her.. I know this way act is way stupid, some more i am the only child.. I know this will disappointed my parents, but i cant let it go easily.. Yes, my friends said i am not ready for relationship, i dont want to have any relationship now.. Now i would like to focus on my studies, it getting tougher and tougher.. As what i said, i dont want to fail my parents.. So i did my promise, but somehow i just cant let her go!! What was my mind thinking now? Love? no.. Studies? Yes.. Friends? Yes.. What thing will be the worst for boys? To change as a perfect boy.. Is it possible? Every human was created 100% perfect? I am trying to tolerate, but somehow she dont get it... Yes, for the past, i been doing mistakes and trying to get over it.. But would you willing to see my mistakes repeated again if you dont tell me? Tell me everything you hate in me, i would like to know more about me.. Everyone can see own weakness by themselves? NO.. I bet people will see your weakness easily then you discovered it by yourself... Aiya, i dont want to talk about it already.. I wont give uo no matter what!!! I promise that!!


Not going to sleep tonight... Got something to finish... Yea yea... I am awaken...xD...Byebye!!